Am I your guiding light?

I think not. You don’t need a guiding-light. You are your own light but you lack confidence and belief because of the abuse, shaming and gaslighting. You lack love for self (Go look it up. I'll wait.). I know this because I've spent a long time making self destructive choices because I too have had bad Teachers that resulted in me... Continue Reading →

I don’t believe in love

I have too much life experience to believe in the romantic and star-crossed love of fairy tales. That is not for me. I don't want or need any more mythology or fantasy...both so full of empty promises and painful regrets. My heart hardened by scars from the self-inflicted and vengeful woundings suffered and inflicted in... Continue Reading →

Things I forget…

I  don't know about you, but every now and then, I need a reminder. Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, That saved a wretch like me.... I once was lost but now am found, Was blind, but now, I see. T'was Grace that taught... my heart to fear. And Grace, my fears relieved. How precious... Continue Reading →

The Geography Lesson

In Binghamton, New York I sat with my babysitter, Walter In the living room Listening to him talk about the world. My mother was in the kitchen talking on the phone. My father was working late at Montgomery Wards. In Binghamton, New York I listened as my baby brother cried for some attention In his... Continue Reading →

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